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Image of Widescope….Home Run! December 10, 2009

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I cannot begin to describe how pleasantly surprised I am with the Image of Wide Scope revealed though my logo. If I could be known for only two qualities I would want those qualities to be and my integrity and my ability to persevere. These are the very attributes that impressed me most with each of the central people in my Mystories (David Yulee, Little Mermaid, and my Mom), and I never saw it coming.

I didn’t expect my Image of Wide Scope to capture an accurate impression of me if I didn’t use water as my “thing”. I grew-up in Florida; I have always been around water.  Fishing, swimming, and boating are some of my favorite activities. My blog address is seawilcox for goodness sakes (I picked the blog address before I even new what the blog was suppose to be about).  However, I knew that if I were to choose water, it would be forced and unauthentic. While trains might not—on the surface—seem all that relevant to my life, the attributes and atmosphere surrounding trains are very fitting.

So once again, I am shocked and amazed at how it all came together. I am sure if there were a part three to this assignment, I would be equally blown away at what a clear and candid image it reflects

 

Rounding Third…Creating Logo December 10, 2009

After deciding the Train would be  my “thing,” I had to think long and hard about how trains related to each of my family narratives and entertainment. Back when I thought water would be the image in the center box, I was planning on using my snoopy fishing pole story as an allegory about good and bad always being present. “The web of our life is of a mingled yarn, good and ill together,” was going to be my metaphysics.  I also had my morality all ready. “Live Honorably” is the message I took away from The Little Mermaid. Even though good and bad are always present, one can choose to be good or evil. Living a good life, I believe, can be achieved by being an honorable person. However, by switching to trains, suddenly Snoopy didn’t seem like the best story to use. I was sorry to see Snoopy go.

My No Name Storm story was my most compelling alternative.  I thought about the power of this storm and how the magnitude of this storm is a lot like the power of a train. If a car gets stuck on the train tracks when a train is coming, the car is going to be totaled–without question. Similarly, floods can destroy whole towns: homes, cars, businesses, everything.

So I had my three stories set: The Little Mermaid, The No Name Storm, and David Yulee.  Now, how are they supposed to correlate to one another within my Logo…

When I think about my fifth birthday during the storm of the century, I think about my mom. She handled everything so beautifully. My father was at work, so it was just my mom managing everything: the terrifying weather conditions (although water never got into our house like it had my grandmother’s and great-grandmother’s home, there was no way for her to have known that at the time), calling out-of-town birthday guest to inform them of the extreme weather conditions, getting her family from one side of the road to another, bringing what would have been birthday  food to the church for those in need, plus having two small children to entertain and comfort. Just look at that list. My mother is amazing. She never seemed flustered. I can’t say it was effortless, because a list like this demands effort (even from a super-human-puts-Wonder Woman-Bat Girl- and-Super Girl-to-shame kind of woman like my mom). My mom was able to roll with the punches and come out on top. 

The way my mom acted reminded me of a little saying she is always telling me, “Do the best you can with where you are at and with what you have got.” Just like that, my motto was solidified.

I went back to thinking about trains. I have always associated trains with persistence, diligence, and steadfastness. Probably because of my fondness of the Little Engine that Could (I think I can, I think I can, I think I can…).  Trains are one of those few man-made objects that could just barrel though anything.

The Little Engine tha t Could reminded me of the Little Mermaid, in an odd way. The Little Mermaid pursued her goal of being with the Prince and gaining a soul without hesitation.  She suffered and sacrificed without complain, because she knew that is what it took to be on land near the Prince. However, the mermaid revealed  her strength of character, on the night of the Prince’s wedding to someone else, the mermaid’s sister told her the only way to  save herself and return to the sea was to take the life of the Prince who had forsaken her. Yet the mermaid could not harm the Prince, even though it meant the end of her life. It was this act of goodness, coupled with all her efforts and sacrificed to be on land, which caused the sisters of the air to take notice of the mermaid. The mermaid joined the sisters of the air, giving her the chance to earn a soul by completing good works—like she has been doing all along.  From here I pulled my Metaphysics, “Hard work and goodness is rewarded”.  However, this mentality is also shown in the No Name Storm story.

Yulee had a little bit of my Mom and the Little Mermaid’s fight in him as well. He was a self-made-man, working his way up in Florida politics, earning the title of Florida’s first US Senate, only to have that title taken away the following election. Did Yulee give up? No, he ran the year after and won. Then the Civil War happened, and Yulee left his position is the US Senate to dedicate himself to the state. His home was destroyed during the civil war, yet he never lost heart. When the war was over, he rebuilt like my mom, the little mermaid, and the Little Engine that Could, Yulee never gave up in when faced with an obstacle: he had perseverance.  

Looking back on everything, I was a remarkable good kid. I didn’t pout about not having my big birthday party. I understood that there were a few things out of my mother’s control, such as the weather. I wasn’t scared either. I just think that at five years old, I was oblivious to the severity of the situation. If I felt anything, I felt confused. However, once everything settled down, I saw that the storm happening on my birthday was an unexpected blessing. We were able to help so many people by donating food. Also, it was a Saturday. Had this happened on a weekday, would any one be around to make sure Granny got to higher ground safely? So my attitude or mood was confusion, and later understanding.

The image I chose to use to express my “thing”, was an actually picture of the railroad that once ran though Homosassa. It was called the Mullet Train, which is more than fitting for my little fishing village.  It was really important to me to find a picture that showcased the real Homosassa, because Homosassa is important to me. I altered the coloring though Photoshop to give the image a more antique look, but other than that it is an authentic depiction of my town, back in the day.

 

Mood: Confusion to Understanding December 10, 2009

On the day of my fifth birthday, which happened to coincided with the Storm of the Century, I remember feeling very confused. I knew what a flood was, but up until that day, I had never experienced one.  I couldn’t really understand what was happening or why. I didn’t know what to do, so I just watched as my mother took care of things.

I saw my mother insure that all of our family was together under one roof, I saw her send my brother to fetch fire wood, and I saw her send all of our excess hamburgers and hot dogs (what would have been served at my birthday party) to a local church, so that people who were most in need would have something to eat. I watched my mother work diligently to see that everyone and everything was taken care of, and her efforts were rewarded, though I couldn’t see that at the time.

I now understand that the storm happening on my birthday was a blessing. We were able to feed so many people because the party was rescheduled and we had so much extra food.

One my logo, I have my motto as, “Do the best you can with where you are and with what you have got.” Sometimes, you can’t always see the end of the road. No one truly knows what the end result is going to be until we reach the end.  In life, the only things you have control over are the decisions you make. You cannot control the choices of others. You cannot control the weather. All I can do is work hard and do my best, and trust that my goodness and efforts will ensure that everything will fall into place as it should.

 

Morality-I think I can, I think I can… December 10, 2009

Perseverance is defined as steady persistence in a course of action, a purpose, a state, etc., esp. in spite of difficulties, obstacles, or discouragement. In a world that rewards hard work and goodness, it is important to never give up while in pursuit of your dreams.  Goals might not always be reached easily, but they will be reached just so long as you never give-up.  Perseverance in the face of difficulty is an amazing virtue, a virtue that Senator David Yulee demonstrates.

David Yulee wanted to be a faithful servant to the state of Florida.  He was a US Senator for two non-consecutive terms. In 1845, David was elected as Florida’s first U.S. Senator; however, he lost the re-election. Rather then quit and give up, David Yulee rallied in the face of hardships. And was able to win a Senate seat the following election.  Had he given up after the first loss, he would never have experienced the sweetness of victory.

 

Atmosphere – Training for Success December 9, 2009

 

The Train represented Perseverance. Not unlike ”The Little Engine that Could”, David Yulee put forth constant effort into everything he pursued. He won, then lost, and then won his US Senate seat. It takes a special kind of person to rally after a defeat and comeback stronger. Yulee is that kind of person. Despite all his hardships: having his home destroyed during the Civil War, his turbulent political career, and his time in jail, David Yulee kept working diligently towards his goal. He just kept chugging along… 

The Little Mermaid also practiced this steadfast diligent behavior. She knew what she wanted (the Prince) and she knew what steps she had to take (become a human) in order to have him. Although she had to sacrifice her voice and with every step her feet ached as if she were walking on glass, she kept doing what she had to do. She kept going along the track at full speed.

 

 
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